| Location | Worthing, West Sussex |
| Age | 25 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 11/10/1978 |
| Date of Death | 11/08/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,442 since 07/08/2008 |
| Creator |
Paul Anthony Jones
Died on 11th August 2004, aged 25
Paul lived in Worthing with our mum. He has two sisters Kerry and Kirsty, Two brothers Mark and Luke, a Daughter B and two nephews Joshua and Oakley.
Paul died after suffering a long period of depression caused by Post-Traumatic-Stress. Another failed victim of the MENTAL HEALTH SERVICE.
I've spent 4 years without you now, and life is not the same
Its hard to hide the heartache, when I hear your name.
I wish that I could have you back, if only for a while.
Long enough to see your face, but most of all your smile.
I long to hear a funny voice, or just a silly joke.
Anything to raise a smile, when on my tears I choke.
I'd love to hear you call me 'Sis' the way you used to do
If I could turn back time, I would, so that I still had you
If I could see you one more time, I wouldn't ask you 'Why?'
I wouldn't question you at all, I would hug you and say
GOODBYE!
YOUR SISTER ALWAYS AND FOREVER
X X X
Good morning big bro. I cant believe six years have passed already, where has the time gone?
I wish you were here, there have been times recently that i have really needed you to talk to, i know you hear me but its not the same as our all night heart to heart chats.
I wish you could have met Tobias you two would get on so well. He makes me happier than i have ever been and i know you would never dispprove of us the way others do.
Joshua is doing really well. He just got top marks in all his SATs i am so proud of him and i know you are too. He has coped with so much and still managed to come out on top. He certainly has the Jones strength.
Your daughter is beautiful and growing up so fast, she misses you too. We talk about you a lot and share some of our stories and memories and she likes that. Bless her. She is certainly your daughter, she looks like you and likes to be the centre of attentiin :-) shes fab!!!
We will be up to see you later.
I love you and i miss you motre than words can say, today and everyday.
You are always in my memory
In my soul you've been engraved
In my heart you will stay
Until we meet again someday
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Think of me as one at rest, for me you should not weep
I have no pain, no troubled thoughts, for i am just asleep
The living thinking me that was is now forever still
and life moves on without me, as time forever will
The answer to lifes questiopns, in life i never knew
I go in hope that now i will, and ever more will you
To those of you who liked me i sincerely thank you all
To those of you who loved me, i thank you most of all
Oh, foolish, foolish me that was, i who was once small
To have wondered even worried about the mystery of it all
In my fleeting life span, as time went rushing by
i found some time to hesitate, to laugh to love to cry
Matters it not now if time began or if it will ever cease
I was here i used it all and now i am at peace
x x x x x x x x x x x x x
xxx Bee xxx
You would have been so proud of your daughter today.
The homework she handed in was of a year 7 standard and she's only year 5.
She's growing in leaps and bounds and we ALL are looking out for her.
She misses you everyday and we never let her forget you.
Thinking of you today as always x
This Beautiful Butterfly..
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Is a gift to you above..
With it's wings of many colours
Made with love
You fly high..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
You fly past the stars..
And up to the moon
Oh why sweet angel..
Was you gone too soon?
You spread your wings..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
Go fly through the clouds
And up to the sky
With not a care..
You fly free
And if you can..
Fly home to me
copyright� Jackie Thomas 22/07/09.
xxxxx 5 years an angel xxxxx
When i've come to the end of my journey
and i've travelled my last weary mile
Just forget if you can that i ever frowned
and remember only my smile
Forget unkind words that ive spoken
forget i ever had heartaches
and remember ive had lots of fun
forget that i stumbled and blundered
and sometimes fell along the way
Remeber ive fought some hard battles
and won,'ere the close of the day
But in summer just gather some flowers
and remember the place where i lay
Come in the shade of the evening
when the sun paints the sky in the west
Stand a few moments beside me
and remember only my best
See you this evening Paul, keep the rain away for us all lots of love Kerry, Tobias (you would love him, i wish you could have met) and Joshua xXxXxXxXxXx
:-(
im sorry and thinking of you all .x.x.x.x
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Birthday do not end with death
Birthdays do not end with death,
But last as long as love,
A maelstrom of memories
That grace and honor move.
And so we celebrate your day
By visiting your grave,
A place that you have left long since,
But is all that we have.
Dear spirit, come and join us here,
Your loved ones by your stone!
Come sweep across the barrier
To claim us as your own!
Happy birthday, dearest one!
Oh, happy, happy day!
Not even the most bitter night
Can take this joy away!
~*~You are missed so very much~*~
I often sit and think about
The years that have passed by
And of the happiness and joy
That was once shared by you and I
I think of all the laughter
The smiles and all the fun
And, before I even know it
My tears have once again begun
For, although it brings me comfort
To walk down memory lane
It reminds me, how, without you
Life has never been the same.
Missing You Today, as always
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my special big bro
i am no good at poems or words but your allways in my thoughts and heart your missed so much by us all if you where still here you wolud be realy of me as a young mum i am 19 today so i will have a drink to say i love you miss you in every way love your baby sis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
thinking of you kerry
Dear Kerry
just to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers honey i know exactly what you are oing through,
I lost my big brother in March this year and believe me i feel like my whole world has fallen apart if you ever need a wee chat hen just give me a hollar.
love maggie XXXX
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